Lately , i have no ideas to write-up & update my blog . But i'm reading the comment you left and do visit your blog as well . What a heartbreaking morning ? Actually this morning while I was on my way to the office, I heard Hot FM radio broadcasts hosted by FIZI, SYUK and SHUIB. Today , the topic of GENG PAGI HOT is "Rindu" .  Misses the dead people , misses the broken friendship or misses the husband / wife who goes to outstation . Many people call and whatsapp their story . While i was hearing their story , suddently my tears fall down 😭😭😭😭😭. I miss my mom and dad so much . Alhamdulillah , i still have mom and dad .

Many sad stories they shared this morning . Some of them tell the stories while crying . Oh , i cannot laaa . . Too sad ! 😭😭 Some of them tells that they miss their mom's nagging , mom's cooking , mom's are waiting for their return home , dad's hugs , dad's sixth sense , hang on to the wonderful memories that they have , remember all the good times happily .

Now i realize that if we feel we have lost someone , there's more people lost their loved ones as well . If we miss someone , there's many people deeply miss a dead loved one . If we think we have a hardship , many people have more difficulty too . So , please ! reflect ourself , don't selfish , always be kind and have courage to others people .

Anyone who you lost is a terrible loss , it doesn't matter how old they are , you still losing someone from your life . But what is most unimaginable grief to me is would be to lose a PARENTS . It so unbearable . Ya Allah ,  I can't imagine this situation happened to me . "Semoga kedua orang tuaku dipanjangkan umur dan dirahmati  selalu . Amin ". . You will always miss and grieve your loved one that passed ! It wouldn't be normal if you didn't . . .  But you have to still know how to go on with life because that's what that person would want you to do . That one needs time and plenty of it go grieve in anyway they know how , there is help out there also , other people who have gone through the same .

5 years ago , i lost my Mak tok . My beloved grandmom . I cried a lot till i got sick . My bro had to lift me to the grave since i can't handle myself and i can't walk for while . I was half paralyzed at that time because i'm holding back so much grief . On the November last year , i lost my beloved Tok Ayah . But my family decide to hide the news from me until i arrived . They worried if i had the old paralyzed . But at that time , i was ready and i manage not to cried a lot . Oh , I miss them . I'm the  one of the closest grandchild who always took care of them and accompanying them while i'm on my mid-sem leave . Rest in peace Tok & Tok Ayah . Al-Fatihah .

Grieving is a natural thing to happen , you just don't want to get sick or to depressed and you want to still keep going on with your life . For all the people who love you so much . Remember , you are important to a lot of people . You'll be fine , your are sweet person to misses someone so much and i know how hard it is . Hang in there , it does get a better with each day passes . Its a slow process , don't rush to achieve a happiness .